Fix me, please oh please

I should be worried. I should be full on, staring at my books and trying to understand. But here I am, wasting my one week break in between the exams on Facebooking, downloading movies and songs and watching youtube videos. I have decided that I am officially broken. I am unfixable.

I am immune to pain. I'm numbed and can't feel fear. I've sat for 4 papers thus far, and I didn't freak out for any of them even though I wasn't prepared at all. So far, all the papers have been a complete mess, and I don't even think I'll be able to pass any of them. Yet, I haven't sat down and cried about it. I just return to my room and sleep. I am broken. And I have someone to blame.

Nad.