Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Going down

9 days en-counting till I go back to Malaysia and I'm getting more and more excited till my studies have come to a complete halt. I've been skipping classes a lot more this sem, which isn't something that's so good, but the fact that my room has become so cosy and that in bed I feel so snug AND that the temperature outside has been dropping by the minute, sacrificing a class or two has not put much of a toll on my conscience.

For the past week, I've been wasting my time by trying to finish off all the seasons of Smallville which is taking some time considering that there's 10 seasons worth of it. It's not exactly the best thing to watch because each episode is an hour's worth, and I'm running low on time before I leave.

Anyways, today I decided to start talking to my beloved brader from another mather after such a long time and it got me thinking about my family. Since I've arrived here in Ningbo, my family has matured so much. The split that occurred with the 4 of us has been healed with distance surprisingly. I would have thought that the 4 of us being all over the globe would mean that talking to each other would be very dry and lack content, but all of us have been doing very well with it. Must be because of our history of constantly being apart anyways. I'm actually anticipating our reunion because of the months apart. Yes, I was in a lot more contact with mom and dad but I think in Malaysia we'll face a bigger obstacle because there would be other people around us that tend to attract more of our attention, i.e. friends, family, boyfriends. Being here, I've re-evaluated my priorities and now I realise that if I had to choose between them and anyone else, I would now choose them (unless it was something that was super super super not worth missing)

Something amazing has happened to me recently and I've indulged a secret to the closest of my friends and while I expected them to respond with disgust, most of them have backed me up saying that any decisions I make while being here may be biased, nonetheless, it is a decision that I made, not one coerced on me. I love all you people very much, and thank you for your support.

Till the next time,

Ta!

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