Because of you I'm in a terrible shape. I blame you, but I also blame myself for pushing things too far. I will miss you always but after hearing things from Praveena, I don't think I can let myself stay in love with you anymore. If you want to move on, thats great. But don't count on seeing me at the end of the tunnel with open arms. All this gibberish about coming back to each other one day is just something people tell each other to make the other better. If you want me, thats all there is to it. If you want to discover yourself, you could have done it with me around. You pushed me away, saying that its to "save" the relationship. Well, looks like there's nothing to save now that its all gone. Honestly, a week has passed since I stopped talking to you and it feels like forever. Hearing your side of the story is a relief, but it was nothing I wanted to hear.
4 words was want I wanted: "I want her back".
Too late now. She tells me to let go. I let go. This is me saying this is my final rant about you. My heart tears into two as I write this, but this is it. I'm not coming back. I may have said this a trillion of times, but this time I'm serious. You may never read this, as I feel like you equally don't want me in your life as much as I do, but if you do, know this: I hate you for putting me through hell. I hate you for leaving me. I hate you for saying its cause you want to save the relationship. And I hate you for killing me.
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