Counting down the hours to my final paper, I begin channelling my thoughts to how to make my holidays most effective. Devising a wickedly packed schedule, I see myself hardly having holidays and putting more effort in work than I ever have. In a work sense, despite the study break, I've rescheduled my life to have tuitions every day of the week. In a more social sense, I'm using the entire month of June to write, compose and choreograph a whole production for the Setafire camp cum this July. This Saturday I fly off to see my beloved cousins from my mom's side. Ones I adore, and one I grew close to due to service. Excited as I maybe, I see the opportunity to take a breather, and slow down the pace of my life. With the entire of July devoted to Setafire, I see August, hopefully, being spent with family and friends before my possible one long year period in China.
Ah.
China.
Once sought as the most worst place possible to be in my eyes, I now see it as an escape from the dreadful things that have happened to me over the past few weeks. An impulse decision to extend, I may regret the 12 months, but I see it as a possible opportunity to make a change in the way I see life, as well as actually experiencing the proper life of a college student - one with no other responsibilities but to study.
I look forward to this change, and I look forward to the long holidays here to come.
But for now, I suppose I should divert my mind back to my last paper.
Totally you Nadia. Rejoicing before its even over.
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